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this isn’t necessary to but gUYS PLEASE CHECK OUT THIS CS https://toyhou.se/~forums/5868.species-discussion/256729.-cs-foxtopus-grand-opening-myo-event- I want more mutuals to interact with in this CS, plus it already so super detailed and prepared despite being so new! Humans, Anthros, four-legged fRIENDS??? YOU GOT IT!!
Moving Forward
Heyo again guys! So for the last few days after what occurred, I just wanted to make some things clear and let you guys know how I’m going to approach things from this point moving forward. Cuz I’ve really given some thoughts on things and what’s been said throughout this and until I can afford therapy, I’ll hafta try my best to keep my sanity in check 😂 (I typed this all out during my work shift breaks so it may sound run-offish aAA But I just wanted to get this all out when I could and not forget things I really wanted to bring up ; 0 ; /) I wanted to start off by again saying thank you for those who support me and care about my well-being. You guys are the foundation of what keeps me going and the validation helps tremendously. Because oftentimes, my mind will make me feel like I’m alone but you guys are a reminder that I’m not alone and that I’ll always have friends and supporters alongside me through what I go through. I am deeply grateful for each and every one of you!! As for
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//deflates okay I’m home now I’m calm and in a stable headspace I didn’t want this to stay here cuz god I let this— asinine shit get to me. I haven’t been in a good mentality for some time with my standing online and just in general with my art so it just finally bubbled up into this breakdown I had. I’ll eventually unstore my art but for now I just need time like I said in the text before this— I am STILL dealing with Imposter Syndrome and haven’t had the time, money or resources to go to a therapist about it. I want to figure out how to better handle these thoughts but no such luck currently. sorry again for just— sighhhh Idk freaking out. And I’m sorry if I freaked anyone out too. I’m okay for now and have had time to relax and breathe. I wish it wasn’t this way but I’m going through it. Oh and I’ll get to replying to folks soon too— You guys are some of the most cherished people in my life okay? I’ll never forget how kind and caring a lot of you are! Wish I could hammer the fact
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I'm glad everything worked out for you and your family
So, I'm closing off the GoFundMe and we won't be needing anymore donations. Of course we didn't make it to the 1400 USD goal, but it no longer needs to be made... Because my stepdad's job as offered a job transfer to Washington DC with coverage on housing for 2 months! While we're absolutely amazed at what my stepdad's efforts have gotten for himself and my mom, my mom and I are sorta sad. She's leaving here-- which means she's leaving her children behind (my brother and I obviously aren't in a position to move with them either.) And with my stepdad, he'll be leaving his son here too. But with split parents, hopefully visiting arrangements will be made.
But guys! Even if the goal wasn't made, the donations will be helping out a lot. I don't know what else will be getting covered for them, but I'm sure they'll be needing any money that comes to them. So I'm happy that they got something else out of this whole struggle.
Thank you again so much for all your help.
Everyone who donated, signal boosted, supported me and my mom
All of my friends and old watchers who've stuck by me and kept me going this whole time
All the new watchers I've gotten from this--
Just-- thank you, so so much
there isn't enough words for how much all of this means to me, my mom and stepdad.
I also made an update video!
(it was made to put on GoFundMe, what I typed here was basically what's explained in this,
but I've gone into it more on here than on the video)
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So this is what it's come down to
If paying via GoFundMe doesn't work
You can send donations to my paypal
(I'd be able to just put it in my back, withdraw it there and give it to my mom!)
paypal.me/ziggs/
I'm honestly at my wits end here-- and I'm really worried for my mom
I honestly don't like doing these sorts of things
but there isn't anything more that I can do.
I made a video talking about the situation currently.
V tumblr post V
gloomiburr.tumblr.com/post/137…
I don't have much to say, since I say what I'd want to say is in the video
I've personally spoke to close friends and people I trust with the information prior to this, so for those that already know--
thank you for lending me an ear in these tough times.
Talking about this really helps, and it's given me the courage to actually make a video and post it on youtube
And to make a GoFundMe campaign to do something about it.
I don't know what would've happened if I kept quiet about this and bottled it up.
But please, spread this around. Even if you can't donate, please, just get this around.
Everyone who donates will be getting a drawing of some sort
I honestly wish I could do more, but it's all I can really do.